I promise it will be well worth all the emotions. There are quite a few subplots at work in this fic as well. Let's just say, where Justin's logic might seem a bit skewed, he definitely has reasons for them. Being with Brian IS what he wants but not all the human baggage that comes with him. Understandably he's afraid that if he goes all in again, a certain someone will try to sabotage them again. He's going on experience being the best teacher and we all have to admit that Michael's machinations really did a number on him. Add the fact that he's not really sure of Lindsay's original motives and a whole lot of trust issues ensue.